Zits. Frizzy hair. To tall. To big. Small eyes. Stupid laugh. Can’t make decisions. Nail bitter. Small boobs. Prude. Bad kisser. Glasses. Dead ends. Ugly smile. Socially awkward. Picky eater. Low voice. Horrible jokes. Not witty. Not clever. Can’t make people laugh. Stupid. Cheek biter. No piercings. Internet addict. Cheap. Negative. Bad at math. Can’t talk to people I don’t know. Not skinny enough. Hardly any friends. Nothing to be jealous of. Can’t spell. Has a lisp sometimes. Gross teeth. Bad girlfriend. Smelly feet. Not flat stomach. Jiggly thighs. Cry to easily/often. Mean to people I love. Jealous to easily. Stupid bedroom. Never satisfied. Dull blue eyes. Gross eyebrows. Short eyelashes. Big hands. Big feet. Losses everything. Always hungry. Snotty. Bad attitude. Always want my way. Thinks I’m funny when I’m not. No one could possible be jealous of me. Jealous of everyone else. Not happy. Weird nose. Hardly wears makeup. Pale skin. Always cold. Ugly clothes. Bad shoes. Soda addict.
So not thankful for myself at all why do i even have to exist at all.
Why is peeing socially acceptable but pooping isnt. Why is sex socially acceptable but masturbating isnt. Why is it okay to walk around in your swimsuit but not in your bra and underwear. wtfffffffff
Feeling like you care about someone so much more than they care about you/:
today i had to put my cat down that I’ve literally had all my life. I’ve been crying all day. Rest in peace mickey you were the best cat/et i could ever ask for. I love you soo much and you will be dearly missed. I love you my precious
wittle kitty and ill see you again someday<3
how can i have so many people to talk to yet feel so alone. feel like theres no one. as much as people pretend to care i can see right through it. you only care for what? self gratification? does anyone actualy care. the feels ahh the feels why do they have to exist. why cant i just be happy with the way things are. i honestly dont even know what its like to be happy anymore. wheres my breaking point becuase its gotta bbe coming up here soon.
Things happen and im sorry if i hurt you but this is the way it is right now
definitaly at the lowest point ive ever been in right now and i see no reason to keep going
How to explain to my mom that even if i was the happiest person i the world i would still want to smoke weed and she cant make me quit and even if she does make me quit my 18 birthday i will get high af