Depression hurts and nothing can help.
So lately I’ve been thinking about how big of a piece of shit i am. Like i used to say “I’m such a piece of shit” and be kidding about it but i realized recently that that’s really all that i am. Like when i sit there zoning off im not thinking. because im a piece of shit. My body is like an empty worthless sack of nothing. that’s the best way i can describe it. I’m nothing. I don’t matter to anyone. If I’m not at school no one notices or cares. I’m like not even a person. I don’t have a favorite food or number. I have no hobbies. No talents. I’m not pretty. I can’t run fast, I’m not good at sports or school. I have a bad attitude and i have a bad habit of hurting people that i love. I’m just worthless. I bet no one even cared enough to read this far so im done. </3
My apatite is killer like damn i just said “lets go to grandpa and grandmas, i bet they have good food”
People who see “YOLO” as a reason to do the best they can in school, respect everyone, and stay sober, and the people that see “YOLO” as a reason to get fucked up and have as much fun as thay can because hey, you only live once
I think I may have an alcohol problem lol
I’m such a gross peace of shit. Like i cant take myself anymore.
Uhg im so done with this school year like the teachers are such assholes this far along in the year. like today we had an open notes test and the kid behind me asked to see one of my charts so i gave it to him and IM THE ONE THAT GETS YELLED AT LIKE IM FUCKING SO IM NOT GONNA BE A BITCH TO SOMEONE I DONT KNOW ITS NOT LIKE ITS A BIG DEAL ANYWAY ITS NOT LIKE HE WOULDVE HAD DIFFERENT INFORMAITION IF HE HAD HIS OWN CHART and then yesterday i was having the worst day of my life and i started cring in one of my classes so i went to the bathroom and was gone for like 15 minutes and i get beack and my teacher was like “whatever im writing you up” and he fucking marked me absent ofr the second half of class and then he started bitching at me later and HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW MY FUCKING NAME IVE BEEN IN THAT CLASS FOR LIKE !# WEEKS AND HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO SAY MY FUCKING NAME
Hell yea only grounded for two weeks and i dont get my shit taken away